"Andy?" asked his mother. "How... Where are you?"
"Colorado, I think. I didn't ask."
She gave a shaky laugh. "They said you were dead."
"When I was very young, I had a stuffed turtle that went with me everywhere. When Grandpa passed on, I asked if I could leave it in the coffin with him, to keep him company."
"Holy shit," said his father, clearly audible over the phone. "How is this even...?"
Andy sighed. "I wasn't supposed to get in touch with you. I really did die. And then three days later I came back as a wight, because that was what killed me. The Authority has a whole system for dealing with situations like this, and they've been doing their best to teach me how to live as... something like this. Not quite human, not quite alive."
"But you are alive," said Judith. "I mean, you called, you're talking to us."
He nodded, knowing they wouldn't see it. "You wouldn't recognize me, though. I look dead. I don't have a heartbeat. That's why I didn't come back home."
"Son..." His father cleared his throat. "Come home anyway."
Andy hesitated, then shook his head. "I can't. The thing that killed me is still looking for me. I can't risk leading it to you."
"What about Amy?" asked Judith. "Any chance that she...?"
"No. A clean death, I was told. And I think if she'd been reborn the way I was, they'd have kept us together."
Mr. Carillo nodded at that.
"Oh." Judith sounded sad. "I'm so sorry."
"It wasn't your fault you survived, Sis. You were smart, and lucky. Amy and I were... right in the line of fire. Dumb fucking luck, but there it is."
"Andy," his mother said. Then, a moment later, she continued with, "Never mind. It's not like your little sister has never heard curse words."
"Yeah, I know about those, Mom," said Judith. "I do watch YouTube."
"All right," said his father. "If you can't come home, and you were supposed to be dead, why call us?"
Andy hesitated for a long moment. "Because I thought it would help more than hurt. I might be dead, technically, but you'd still want to know I was all right -- and so far, I am. I can't imagine that this was any harder for me than it was for you, but... Listen, I'm still out here and I still love you guys. I worry about you."
There was a long silence, then his father burst into tears. His mother said, "I think... this was a lot. Can we... can we take a little while to sit with it, and then maybe talk to you again?"
"That might be a really good idea," said Andy, who was feeling more than a little overwhelmed himself. "Just... before I go... Judith?"
"Yeah?"
"You did the right thing. You stayed in your room and called for help, and it kept you alive. I don't really know how you're holding up, but I think you living through that was vital for Mom and Dad. You understand? And for me. You couldn't have changed things, and hiding wasn't cowardice. It... it was survival. Be proud of yourself, Sis, okay? Even if it's hard."
Judith sniffed. "I wish I could have saved you."
"I just told you: I think you did." He ended the call before he could say anything else, and stood for a time just staring down at the phone. His family doubtless had the number now and could have called back, but they didn't. He suspected they needed some time to adjust just as much as he did.